Episode 8 part 1

Tonights episode wasnt dramatic at all! So Sione was totally pissed he didnt win and lost Bob as a trainer. To us it may seem like it's not that big of a deal to switch trainers. But over there you are in a bubble. Away from any contact from home, spouse, away from your kids. All you have is your trainer and your team mates. And the the relationship and bond you've created. And for everything to turn upside down like that. Especially when you trust and count on your trainer as much as I know that Sione and Filipe did.. I think they were in a state of shock when everything changed. So of course there was alot of venting on their end, because no one likes change when things were really good before. I had heard that Bob cried but I was still suprised to see how hard he took it. It was understandable because you can tell he had a great bond with his team. But, I was very giggly at this part.. because of the sad violin music, the cheesy song they played and how nbc defintely played it up as sappy as they could! Oh, and Sione's.."Uhhhhhhh..no" about Mandi suggesting they all quit. It was cool how he spoke up and kept everyone going! When he was home that month in October, at my parent's house we watched the episode of last season where everyone decided to quit hiking during that 14 hour challenge and take a nap. We thought that was pretty lame. When Mandi was talking about suggesting that to everyone, I knew Sione wouldnt go for it. Oh-by the way it was a wrap for filming at BL last Saturday and we saw Filipe on Monday and he looks awesome! Sione and Filipe both do! Too bad I cant post some pics! If you're lucky..you might run into one of them at the store or something and get to see them before the finale:)

Also I've been reading the NBC forums and there has been alot of trash talk about Bob and his contestants getting so upset about the switch. And I just checcked the board again and saw a few people sticking up for them..I couldnt have said it better myself! Here's what they said:

"A lot of people seem to be upset with the contestants, but I understand where they are coming from. My heart broke for Bob and his team last night, I think they have formed a really tight bond and it was obvious from the way they all were last night. I don't think it's just about having someone to tell you to do one more, or pushing in the gym, but it's about what their trainer has meant to them on a personal level and how they have invested not just their bodies, but their hearts and souls into that bond as well. Many past contestants talk about how close they were with their trainers in a relationship that continues to this day, and I don't think it's out of line for them to be hurt and sad over the change they didn't think would ever have to come. It just seemed like Bob's team was really close, at least they appeared closer than I've ever seen Bob with his past teams before.I'm sure they'll get used to it, but I'm not going to get down on them for being extremely upset that first day/week or whatever. And I don't blame Sione in particular for how upset he was, it has to weigh on his mind that not only was he one jump away from keeping Bob, but because of the coin toss, Tara would have gotten to stay with Laura and keep her trainer anyway. I don't think Sione was just upset over losing Bob, he seems like a really caring and genuine guy, and he probably feels like he hurt Filipe too by missing it by just and inch."

Then in response to this someone wrote:

"Very well said! I don't understand why so many people seem so upset with Bob's and the contestants breakdown last night. We're not there. We don't know what's it's like for these contestants. They are away from their families, work out 6 hours a day, and become VERY dependant on their trainers, so I can see how switching trainers would be so upsetting. They will adjust to their new trainers, just as Bob and Jillian will adjust to their new teams. Bob was obviously more attached to this group of individuals than he has been in past seasons, and I can see why. In my opinion, this is the best group of contestants they have ever had on the show. There's not one of them that I don't like. They all have such big hearts and are there for the right reasons, which is something I can't say about the contestants from last season. So, try to not be quite so hard on them. Afterall, they are the ones living the experience and we are just watching on our TVs."

Grateful

It's been a year since one of the scariest day of my life. The day I thought my 2 week old baby was dying in front of me. There wasnt alot of communication from the time they did the EKG to him being run to the emergency room. SO I'm thinking he's having a heart attack. But luckily SVT is the type of thing that can be helped immediately with the right treatment. The thing I'm so thankful for is his pediatrician and the fact that he caught it in enough time since it can really wear out a newborns heart. I'm also very grateful that his heart looked perfect in the ultrasound and he's never had an episode since. He stopped his medication at 6 months and the doctor said that there is a possibility that it can come back when he's older and is active and plays sports or whatever. But it's easier to see the symptoms when they are older because they can tell you something is wrong. Jasper just seemed like a very good baby and a great sleeper! I would have to wake him up to eat, he'd eat then fall back asleep. Looking back that was lethargy and that is a symptom. But thats why its so scary with newborns, only a pediatrician couldve caught it.

Jasper is such a sweet little spirit and I cant imagine my life without him!

-He's so lovey and sweet to me all the time. When I hold him I can definitely count on him resting his head on my chest. Which I love cause Bastien was not a cuddler whatsoever. And Embry is too busy these days for mushy stuff.

-I love how he points to things and says "Hassa" (What's that) in a cute little whisper.

-He is going to be the peacemaker, I can tell. I can count on one hand the times I've seen him take a toy away from his brothers and he still loves Bastien and smiles at him even though Jasper seems to be the one who gets picked on by Bastien all day.

-He's got such a sensitive little heart:) His pouty lip makes me melt and He doesnt like being talked to sternly and he is very good at listening to mommy (for now) when I tell him no or ask him to hand me something. If I say no to Embry, he laughs! Which is still really cute, for now.

-I would say if one gets more attention, it's Embry. Especially with the Tongans:) Because of his big eyes and more polynesian features..Embry has more of an outgoing personality in public also. Jasper will cry if he realizes one of the 4 adults in his comfort circle are not within a 1 foot radius. (Me, Steven, My mom or my sister Ana) But Jasper such a pretty boy with his big lips and angel face! I'm going to have to keep those girls at a distance until after his mission for sure:)

Time Traveler's wife

I'm reading this book right now, I'm about halfway through.

So far, I love it! It's a very interesting story and definitely a page turner. (if you can look past some F bombs) Before i started reading I knew that Eric Bana plays the main character, Henry in the upcoming movie. I usually have a really hard time picturing the actor that plays the character if they make a movie about a book. But Eric Bana is perfect as Henry. And he just happens to be insanely BEAUTIFUL so it's not that hard.

Rachel Mcadams is a good Clare, too. I cant wait for the movie but for now I better go finish the book!

Henry and 6 year old Clare.

UPDATE: So I finished it last week. I dont really recommend it I guess..The story was AMAZING! But I was annoyed with how the author thought she was being really cool with adding all the swearing and dirty parts. Also the author wanted to seem like she knew her music and books and thought it would be fun to list the 50 book titles and authors that were laying in his apartment. Also theres a part where she name drops seriously like 50 band and album names! Someone wanted us to know that they are educated with their literature and obsessed with old school Punk. Anyways, aside from some annoying parts I cant lie, I honestly Loved it. So I guess I'm evil (right mom?) for being able to look past all the bad parts.

Healthier Sweet Pork recipe

I LoVE the Sweet Pork salad at Cafe Rio or Costa Vida (they both taste the same to me). But I'm pretty sure there is about 1000 or more calories in it. I found this recipe from Picky Palate for sweet pork salad and tried it a couple months ago and it was really good ! (The homeade creamy cilantro-lime dressing recipe is the best!) But I've been wanting to make it lately and modified it in a healthier (less calories) way.

Here it is if you want to try it!

2-4 lb center cut Pork center cut loin roast

(there's a big difference in calories/fat betweeen the center cut and the normal loin roast)

1 1/2 cups of Diet-coke

(not exactly healthier, but zero calories!)

salt, pepper and garlic salt

cook in a crock pot on fast for 5-6 hours or slow for 8-10, drain juices when done and shred in pieces with fork.

Bring to a Boil in saucepan:

1 cup diet coke

1 cup ketchup

stir it and after it comes to a boil, pour mixture into drained, shredded pork and mix!

Easy, huh? It still tastes yummy even with the diet coke! There are no calories from the coke and that cup of ketchup divided into all that pork probably only equals 20-30 calories per serving.

So with the ketchup, for a 4 oz serving of the sweet pork (use food scale) there is only 160 calories, 3 g of fat per serving !

Put it over a bed of romaine lettuce and that is some yummy salad! I didnt even need any dressing! You can add black beans, shredded cheese and tomatoes, etc for toppings, if you want to fatten it up.

Here's the link..If you want to make the dressing from the original version at picky palate

Date night

Steven and I have been able to have quite a few date nights these past few months. We're just making up for those months we were chained to the house. :) Also Steven's dad told us he and Donna want to watch the kids once a month....sWeeT!! Tonight we saw this movie and it was really Good! And ScArY! I wont say much about it cause I dont want to ruin it for you, but I definitely recommend it!

Emily Browning is a great actress. I think Steven is secretly in love with her. He still thinks she wouldve been a better Bella. Hey, Bella might've actually smiled if she played her!

Sione's Back!

My favorite episode so far! I watched not knowing the outcome of the weigh in for the at home contestants.. but I honestly knew Sione would pull a big number because he worked his butt off when he was here back in October. And I knew he was strict with his calorie counting cause he talked me into the bodybugg while he was here. And he won immunity! I dont think they should ever do that again in future seasons though bc a week was obviously not enough time to help them at home the way the ranch does. That was hilarious when Bob said "Tongans can jump!" You can see the start of Bob's love for Sione in this episode. :) I was DYinG laughing when Bob told Sione to get on Shannon's back and she said "Look how sweaty he is" and then Sione's face killed me when he first got on her back. I cant wait for everyone to get to know Sione better throughout the show. So, Joelle. I've been so confused about her. First I thought she was lazy and crazy, and then I started to like her and feel sorry for her because she seemed to be a such good sport the week after her whole team voted for her to go home. Now I am back to she is just crazy. It was perfect how Shannon said when she opens her mouth she talks like she's not on this planet. I still kinda feel bad for her but it seems any embarrasment she has on the scale, she brings it on herself. One thing that bothered me was Aubrey getting mad at Joelle like that. It seemed a little hypocritical since she had only lost 2 pounds in a month. 5 kids at home or not. I can lose 2 pounds in a month eating cookies every other night! jk ..Anyways, I just didnt think it was Aubrey's place to chastise her. I felt so bad for how much Carla wanted to be there. They should let her be on next season! She seems to have such a cool personality, I wish she couldve stayed..

Embry and Jasper's party

Last night we had the twins bday party at PP Pizza. It was alot of fun and the company was great! My brother in law LeRoy had some of his family in town and my cousin Hehea was in town from San Fran so she came with her cute little boy Naki and Laite, Uai and Fua! Also along with my family and Stevens it made it a great night! But we missed you Vuna, Jenny and Britni!

All dressed to party!

Jasper was so nice and neat with his cupcake.

Embry obviously liked his...

so much that he swiped Bastiens.....

..and Jasper's. I think he ended up with like 4 cupcakes.

Mary, Ana, Christian, and Evan with Mika, Tiare, Donnie and little Tali-wags.

(Roy's siblings)

me and my cousins Hehea and Laite

(and Jasper)

I guess we're now officially FATTER than our Biggest Loser brothers! Laite, Mary, Uai, Me

Steven's brother Kevin and his wife Kendra

Steven's bro Brian and wife Sarah, and my step mother in law Donna

my father in law and sil Becca

I look gay right here. Uai is making me laugh

Thanks for coming everyone!

One year ago.....

One year ago today I was feeling pretty nervous and anxious but mostly just wanted it all over with! On last nights episode of the Biggest Loser it showed the hospital that I delivered the twins at. It brought back alot of memories. I had a constant stuffed up nose that last month or so and I remember after they were born I could instantly breathe through my nose! Weird. And I loved that I was very awake and aware of everything this time around. I could actually see him pulling out the babies because they had stainless steel around the light above. I would have liked to see it in a mirror. i dont think it would've made me sick. I was so happy in the recovery room, I just kept staring at them as I constantly itched my face. (side effect of the anestesia, I think)

It was a rough road trying to breast feed them in the hospital, and at home. Embry would have nothing to do with it, he would drink one of those 4 oz formula bottles in a couple minutes. Jasper latched on like a pro but he took forever. And in the end I didnt want to have to nurse one and formula feed the other. I wanted to do the same with both because I'm not a magician. I pumped for them until they were 4 months old and I consider that a small accomplishment because I could get enough milk for all their feedings except one and because I lost ALOT of sleep staying up after they went to bed so I could pump or woke up before they did to pump. And that sleep was gold. I remember the first few nights after we came home from the hospital I had my pillows propped up so high so that I could just hop out of bed every 15-30 minutes (no joke!) Somehow I managed to survive on 1-2 hours of combined sleep. Also in the morning I'd see the pile of diapers we used through the night and it was like 10-12. It was the most sleep deprived time of my life..but also the happiest! Here is a little recap of their first year in pictures!

37 wks.

My csection was at 38 wks. Look at those hot dog fingers.

the day they came home from the hospital

a few days old..

Jasper in the NICU- 2 weeks old

one month old

They used to sleep in this little travel bed in the bed with us! It wasnt very comfortable or restful for me but I was very paranoid after the whole Jasper scare. They finally went to a crib in their own room about 2.5 months.

2 months

3 months

4 months

5 months (just woke up)

6 months

7 months

8 months

9 months

10 months

11 months

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I have been so bad with the professional picture thing. But I am planning on it soon!

Enter to win this stroller!

..or dont..so that I can win it! just kidding. WHo wouldnt want to win this?!!

http://inevergrewup.net/giveaway-25-bumbleride-indie-stroller/

For no good reason

I just thought there were too many cute ones from this batch of pics on my camera that I had to share. I really love the age that the twins are at! And Bastien cracks me up with his picture faces!

It was cute how excited he was to take scriptures to primary. (even though the incentive was candy) The pic above is the face I will first get when I tell Bastien to smile. He thinks he's pretty funny. Then I will bribe him and get the one below!

He finally outgrew his converse shoes from like 8 months ago! And I got to pick these DC's, Steven doesnt like this style of skate shoe but I think they are adorable on him!

They love being pushed on Mater.

Bastien loves playing with his brothers.

doin a little dance for the camera

Embry's face when I take the binky out of his mouth for the picture

Embry really wants his binky back!

Haha! Jasper's laughing at Embry for being a little wuss who needs a binky!

See ya wouldnt wanna be ya!

(I said that once to Bastien and he said "what are you talkin about?" and I said "I dont know what are you talkin about?" and he goes.."........umm...choo choos?" The kid is obsessed.)